Dan sesungguhnya telah Kami berikan hikmat kepada Luqman, yaitu: "Bersyukurlah kepada Allah. Dan barangsiapa yang bersyukur (kepada Allah), maka sesungguhnya ia bersyukur untuk dirinya sendiri; dan barangsiapa yang tidak bersyukur, maka sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kaya lagi Maha Terpuji." (LUqman:12)

Sedihnye perasaanku!

For 5 months I didn’t doing anything for this blogs. Until today, I have think my rights to say about it here . It’s all about my sadness after pursuing the EASA here. Hmm…what I’m going to do now?.....sob2

18 Dec 09- I manage to make myself to go back home after struggling to get pass the exam.. Honestly, I actually in dilemma after knowing that I could not pass the exam. Just for today I got both 2 papers ( Module 4 and 5) and both failed. Which means 3 papers that I recently take failed! I’m really embarrassed to know that. Why not? My parents always hoping that I could pass the exam and become the engineer in matter of time. But the fate yet have taken. I now just pray…pray and hoping that the examiner could change the passing marks from 75 to 70 so I and the others that failed could pass the exam. Hmmm…sedehnye!!!

Ya Allah! Bring me HOPE…I need you more than others. I need to kow why I’m failed. Is it because of my past…the wrong doing that I have committed before? I need the answer….

Right now, 6.48pm…I’m now standing at the departure hall in KLIA …Me, now looking toward the window….which the sun recently turn into dusk. But the airplane down there still operate to take or bring down the passengers. Airport Busy. Airplanes busy. I still looking forward …what I’m going to do for my future?………ALLAH KNOWS. Ah…time to pray for Maghrib!….


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